I have a tendency on here to spin everything in the best light. I think sometimes it's because when I'm down I don't know how to exactly explain what I'm going through so I pick and choose what I share. Granted my life is pretty good so there's a lot of good to share there, but sometimes things are just plain sucky. This past weekend was one of those sucky, hard times. Although this has been a planned move and Dave and I were both excited about it, it's still hard. I've left behind some amazing friends, a full time job where I made good money, and the feeling of being connected. I know that it's a matter of time to meet people and get connected and I have to give myself grace to do so (thanks Spaz for the reminder!).
I am happy here but I still feel misplaced a little and I think it will be that way until I truly get plugged in and we're in our home.
I ask that you be praying for me and for Dave as we are in the midst of this transition.
BUT things are getting better. I have a part time nanny job lined up that I'll start next week. I had a play date with a friend and her daughter at the zoo yesterday, and I have a beach date today with a fellow blogger. I have the love of an amazing, patient man and in the end that's what really matters.